OMMMMMGGGGGGG I JUST effin' realized there's going to be Gyakuten Kenji!
Which is Edgeworth/ Reigi's version! I know I heard rumors, but now I've seen
the trailers and such and OMMMMMMG *eatsedgeworthsface* I waaaant.
> u <

In recent happy news: I got a job at IKEA and it is going smoothly. I'm supposed to be a foods cashier,
but haven't touched cash yet. You will NOT believe how effin' busy $1.00 breakfest is. Like WOW.
I filled up coffee like the drainer was as big as a extra large bucket of popcorn, and i go to the back to get
cream/milk and the coffee's already empty! O____O hoooooleeeh moleeeeh. also cut my hand on a FORK.
LOL what the heck!?

I think I'm kind of fake at work. I suppress my honesty, which is good.

I am excited for anime north, already! hahaha I'm gonna make 1" buttons thanks to DSA~
.... i just noticed DSA is like in a row on the left side. trippy. If I don't get a table, please... someone shoot me.

I'm way too eager to go to Korea. I've checked plane ticket prices for may 2009. but I'm probably going May 2010! I wanted to go end of Nov-early Jan 2009, but I don't think I'll have enough moolah. I'm still making payments for my laptop to my mother xD~

Caught up on Bleach too haha. *SPOILER*

I totally stopped reading when it was the whole 'looking back' thing wiht Uruhara [is that his name?]
ya, it was like slow. but now it's ACTIONACTIONACTION again so i'm happy : )
So many sketches I must lineart~

K4R0

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING WITH MY LIFE : D
okay, so university started last wednesday and is it normal
to feel utterly bored and kind of confused?
I was like 5% of the people who have never used a mac.
I never opened illustrator and indesign is like greek to me.
Oh god, it's going to be a long semester ;_;
my mom and i were talking about after university and i'm definitely
thinking of going into a masters or something... now i'm thinking
along the lines of a lawyer... >: in Australia XD

I also am waiting to be employed by Ikea! I really hope i get the job, but
the painfully ironic part is that i'm going to be a foods cashier. D: WTF.
I applied for a part time cashier and i totally wanted to be one of those
cashier chicks that check out furniture >: not sure 50 cent hot dogs and
1 dollar frozen yogurt seller with a fixed smile. *sigh* oh well, i can always move up!!

Finally, I'm going to be deleting a lot of my gallery... I'm getting tired of looking at my former drawings xD;; sadly i have not been drawing lately, but i'm thinking of selling chibi keychains at Anime North this year since
design students dont have any exams XD
omgee, i can't believe i'm a university student now XD!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
Words can NOT describe how excited I am about July 21.
I'm going to spend 30 glorious days with one of my best friends in TOOOOKYOOOOOO<3 *otakubutnotrly*
I can't wait to shop!! *_* must see cute stores like Baby, the stars shine bright, angelic pretty, metamorphosis, gah like so many more. Good thing there are notes and maps in my KERA magazine.

[depressio things]
Other than that, I've been a busy little bee working my
ass off from about 9:30am-6 or 7pm~ omg fun fun fun!
Then I come home to work out because I'm still a fucking whale from medication I took like from November-March D:
I never knew it was so hard to lose weight because i've been the same weight [before] for like 2 years atleast. I had such a
lovely metabolism that made me tall and not too fat. *sigh*
Atleast I'm getting into shape! I'm not really losing a lot of pounds, yet, but i am losing a few inches. It's actually been pretty fun! I feel healthier and more fit, but i still hate photos and buying clothes. It's kind of discouraging to hear how fat i've been like eeeeeeeevery single day from my mom, but i guess she's just trying to motivate me... she's doing it in the wrong way though *sigh* The worst part is I have stretch marks now. I've never had like a single stretch mark until this year. I feel so completely ungrateful for my former scar-free body. I guess this whole experience had taught me to be thankful for what I have instead of complaining about stupid details. And not to judge others because when I saw people with stretch marks or people that were really big, i'd think some really mean things. v__v i've learned my lesson fo sho fo sho. The only thing left for me to do is to keep working out until I am the same weight as before and think positively, I know it can be done if I really try ^__^~

TL;DR Tokyo for 30 days/ work/ working out/ life lesson learned.

I haven't updated my journal since my commissions, which were pretty much fail xD;!!
Oh well, I tried ^ u ^~
So an update on my life~

I can't afford to go to SAIC because we're too poor ; _ ;! *grumblebutmysistergetstogotoitalygrumble*
SAIC confirmed my portfolio too late so I wasn't accepted into the
scholarship competition </3 I finally decided between York/Sheridan and Carleton
and I'll be going to York/Sheridan for Graphic Design! I hope I'll be employed
in the future because it's such a competitive field. *siiigh* Being a fashion designer
will just be a dream for me ;A;~ My sewing partner/twin is going to Schuilich [smarty pants] so we can still sew together! It would be so hellov boss if we could open a store
together...

Anime North, like next week! I haven't finished my kimono yet and I didn't buy
my sash material, ugh fail. I'll get it done though! I really wish I had long hair now.
I need MOAR WIGS. Too bad I am so unemployed it hurts. I did pick up an application
for Fabricland and they're hiring so OHLAWRDYPLZLETMEHAVETEHJORB. /spaz
I'd be so happy there! Even though everyone is like super old and it smells kind of odd!
@___@ I hope there are discounts!

I'm pretty sure I'm going to Japan this summer and I AM SO FRIGGEN EXCITED.
I want to go to Disneyland, Sanrio City, temples, hot springs, Harajuku and eveeerywhere. Especially after playing The World Ends With You! ; _ ; must go to sexy cities... drink sake... go to host clubs... watch The GazettE or SOME band...get lost.
LOL I got lost in Korea last summer and got home at like 2am! SO many drunks at night!

My sister FINALLY got her plane ticket to Italy, which is probably why I'm so damn happy right now! TIME FOR A COUNT DOWN : D!

I am SOOO excited for prom! Though I'm dateless. ; o ;! I RLY wish I had a date... so I could keep my corsage and show my ki- cats! I might grow some balls and ask someone because I want to match u_u; I'm probably making my dress, I have an idea of what I want and it is so eccentric ;D~ punk dress for prom, awesome?! y/n

June 16 my exams are OVAR.

tl;dr
York/Sheridan-Graphic design | Anime North = excitement | Japan = fxcking rad | Sister leaving 8D | School over soon! | PROM.

So I TOTALLY want to go to Art Institute Chicago now.
It is my DREAM school come true. The only problem...
Tuition's about... $41,000 and year or more. D:!!!!
Maybe i can get a scholarship! They give a lot out and I'm
nominated for one.. they want to see tons of conceptual stuff.
@_@ i gotta make some RLY insane pieces!
And uh btw, does anyone here have facebook? xD;;
SO LAME SORRY.